I'm so horny !

Bear and i met the other day... a sneaky meeting before work, he was on his way to a meeting up north and luckily for me, most things up north mean he has to practically drive past my place of work.

Bear woke me up early so i could meet him, the plan was that we would both arrive at a designated place at 8am, and would have about 30 minutes together, before we had to leave. I arrived first, Bear arrived a couple of minutes later. Within minutes we were in each others arms, kissing eagerly, and hugging tightly to each other. Bear explored inside my jumper and soon discovered my slightly erect nipples. He spent several minutes kissing me and rolling my nipples between his finger and thumb, twisting them firmly, tugging gently at them, then rolling them again. All the while my body reacted to his touch, i was hungry for him, i wanted whatever he wanted me to have, i was his, to enjoy.

His hand slipped inside the waistband of my trousers, and into my knickers, straight to my already pulsing button. I expect him to torment me horrendously, but he very generously gave my permission to cum, as he rubbed and circled my clit, still kissing me hard, and within a very short space of time i climaxed.

It was very quick, too quick, it releaved little. But it was an orgasm and i was grateful ( for all of about 3 minutes) then i just wanted another one ! I think Bear did that on purpose, he knows that if he takes me straight to orgasm, with little or no foreplay, little or no teasing, i find the orgasm doesnt actually quench my need.

I was sent to work, still wet from my climax, still aching with need, and still horny, Bear called me mid-morning, and reminded me that i am his, and if he wishes me to remain horny, that is how i will remain !

I called him at lunchtime, as is required of me, and he reminded me again, that his touch would light a fire in my pussy, that his kiss would drive me wild, his fingers could give me pain or pleasure or both.... as and when and where he decided.

The verbal torment continued throughout the day, with Bear reminding me at almost every opportunity that my pussy belongs to him. That he controls my orgasms, and that i was seeing him tomorrow after work !!

The following night, straight after work, as Bear was returning from his meeting, we met once more. We kissed and hugged, and Bear rolled my nipples between his finger and thumb. He tweaked and twisted, rolled and tugged, his touch rekindled the flame from the day before, and very quickly i was gasping and groaning like a wanton slut desperate to cum.

Bear slipped his fingers inside my pussy lips, and tormented my clit, flicking it with his finger, circling, then flicking again. I got closer and closer to my climax, but as i neared the point of no return, Bear stopped, calmed everything down, and concentrated on my nipple instead.

My breathing slowed, and he returned to my pussy, quickly bringing back to the edge of release, but he whispered "fight it little bear, i dont want you to cum yet" so i fought... and he teased, and the more he teased, the more i fought, the more i fought, the worse he teased, still whispering "fight it" .

Eventually he said the magic words "you may cum if you wish" as he pressed against my clit in the most incredible way. But i fought, and resisted, bit my tongue and held back. You wanted me to fight it, i thought, well just for once, you can fight. You want me to cum, you can fight to make it happen. I didnt need to voice those thoughts, Bear knew within seconds what i was doing, he reads me so well.

He increased the pressure on my clit, and began rubbing up and down, forward and back, driving me wild with need. His other hand clamped my nipple, and rolled and tweaked in the most incredible way. The more i resisted the inevitable orgasm, the more Bear touched me in ways guaranteed to make me have the most intense orgasm. I wanted him to make me cum, i wanted him to make it happen despite my fight, i needed him to win, to take on my challenge and beat my act of open defiance.

Bear, touched and pressed and rubbed and kissed, and flicked in the most delicous ways until;

just at the crucial point, the moment before the point of no return...............

Someone walked right past our car and we had to stop !!!!

I was so horny, so desperate, so close to an amazing orgasm, and the moment was gone in a flash. Its often a risk meeting in public places, but sometimes that adds a little to the excitement.

Bear decided it was time to go, i knew it was, but i also think he quite enjoyed leaving me at that point !!

That was yesterday, and this morning, when Bear called to wake me up, to say good morning, i was required for the first time in a long time; to masturbate - the desperate need to climax returned instantly, i was sleepy and horny and wanting to cum, i masterbated as Bear instructed for what seemed like an age. Then it was time to get up for work, and i was told to stop. I drove to work, wet and aching.....

Bear teased me at break, and at lunch, and this afternoon sent some delicously horny texts.

My pussy is twitching almost constantly, my clit has been swollen more times in the last 3 days than it has in the last 3 weeks ! I'm so happy, so satisfied, so calm and contented - but so horny!

mind games

Bear and i hope to meet next week, just quickly for a snatched meeting as he is driving past my junction on the motorway.

We will meet in public, as we often do, and will spend less than an hour in each others company, again, this is not uncommon. We take the opportunities to meet as and when they present themselves.

Often these snatched meetings are more intense than the planned meetings than can last most of the day, Often if Bear is working away we will snatch half an hour or maybe an hour before we have to part and go to work, and sometimes we will snatch half an hour or maybe an hour before we have to go home.

Bear has already begun to prepare me for a snatched visit, he always prepares me before our meetings, he likes to torment and tease me until i am desperate for sexual relief. He says it pleases him to do this, and to make my torment last for many days before we are together. He likes it because it means i am more compliant, and also because it means i am randy as hell when we meet.

The preparation for our snatched meeting has so far involved Bear whispering, or texting, what he plans to do to me during our meeting. Not nice things; things i do not like, but accept because he is Bear. He plans to torment my nipples, he will squeeze them and pinch them in the way i adore, then circle them softly until i cant bear it anymore. He plans to touch me in almost any way he can, which will not provide me any sexual relief. He will play round and round the boobies on one boob, then the other boob, then both together..... for 30 minutes ! thats possibly the whole of our meeting.

He has said he will send me to work desperate for an orgasm (it wont be the first time) and will spend the rest of the day texting me teases to keep me excited, and then meet me again on his way home and do it all again, then just as i cant hold off any more, he will stop and leave me unrelieved again.

Bear says these things because he knows i will think about them, play them through in my mind, i will anticipate them, expect them, begin to fantasise about them, he knows i will get nervous about them too, I never really know which of Bears teases and torments he will carry out. There is no way of knowing, no way of escaping.

What Bear decides on the day, is what will happen. I get nervous in case i am required to accept some of the things i dont like, i get nervous because i know that Bear can give me the most amazing orgasms, but also he can deny me them, and he will, and he does. I can be kept on the edge of orgasm for many many minutes and then have it taken away at the last second or be allowed to have to most incredible climax, i can be given a quick and unsatisfying orgasm, and then another and another and another until i physically can't cum any more, but i havent had the banging climax i wanted, or i can be given a long and lingering orgasm that leaves my pussy pulsing for ages afterwards. I am satisfied every time, but only in the way he wants me to be satisfied, and i never know wether i will be satisfied with an orgasm, or satisfied with the knowledge that pleasing him means no orgasm today.

Bear has a way of frustrating and annoying me that drives me wild. He does it on purpose and enjoys every second of it. This is also one of the ways he prepares me for a meeting. He will tell me the things he is going to do, or is thinking of doing.

There are 3 things i find incredible difficult or hate to do:

1. ask for things

2. making decisions

3. being spanked

and of course, those are the three things Bear likes best for me to do. Bear will put me in a position where i have to ask for things, he will put me in a position where i have to make decisions, and he will occasionally insist that i accept that i will be spanked ( although so far, my accepting that i will be spanked, and being placed into position has awarded me the relief of not having to be spanked - for Bear its all about me accepting it will happen, rather than the giving and recieving)

"i think we shall play a nice game of round and round the boobies" he will tease, knowing that it is possibly the most infuriating game in the world EVER.... and then he will drop in "unless you would like to as me to spank you instead"

My frustration is building already, i know there is an incredibly high possibility that he will present that scenario to me at our snatched meeting. It incorporates all my most hated things, making a decision, asking for something, and being spanked. I am in a lose, lose situation ! the only good thing about it, is being in this quandry, is pleasing Bear immensly...... He loves the mind games, and i it pleases him to play them with me .