Wednesday, 8 April 2009

how much fun can you have with a tic tac?

Yesterday Bear told me about how he was sucking on a Tic Tac, how he was holding it between his teeth and flicking the end with his tongue. For some reason i found it extremely erotic !!
Every time he mentioned sucking a Tic Tac my mind went into overdrive, i imagined his mouth over my button sucking it gently. Every time he mentioned licking a Tic Tac i imagined him licking at my button.
The mere mention of a Tic Tac had my pussy shuddering, it was surprising how it affected me.
By the time Bear and i spoke this morning, "tic tac" had become my nickname, i dont think i have ever had a proper nickname, my name has been shortened from my birth name and people just use that. I have never had a name just for me. When Bear calls me "tic tac" i feel so loved and wanted, so special.....
Bear continued his torment, speaking to me through out the day, reminding me that his touch is what i desire most, that his kiss is what i need most and that i am his..
The torment of today appears to be "failed orgasms" and of course Tic Tacs, Bear reminded me how much more frustrating it is to have a failed orgasm than to have even one of his really quick really rough no warm up orgasms, ( you know, the ones that just leave you gagging for more !) how much more i need an orgasm when i have had a non orgasm. How he will hold me in position and lick his tic tac until the point of no return then remove all attention so it fails. How he will build it up with delicate touches, delicate licks, feather light circling ... holding me there until i cant take any more, then rub hard and fast and stop at that split second between an orgasm and plateau so i release but dont climax.
He spent the morning call, the break time call, and the lunch call playing with my head, i happened to look at the clock at 3.27pm and my pussy gave an involutary throb, my stomach flipped and i knew..... my pussy wanted it and knew that in 3 minutes the voice on the end of the phone would say "hello tic tac" and make it moisten again.
Bear is loving my denial, loving my torment, loving my frustration.... my desire and need has heightened his arousal both mentally and physically.
As i walked up my garden path tonight, i wondered.......... how long will my torment continue? just how much fun can you have with a tic tac !!

Sunday, 5 April 2009

OH MY GOD im going to die !!!

Bear was wonderfully controlling last night.
He instructed me to kneel before him, and place my mouth just above his manhood.
I was asked to adopt the breast position, he teased me that he was going to play "round the boobies" a game i absolutely hate. luckily he was just teasing.
Then i had to return to the respect position. This teasing position to position is Bear's way of making me wait, he knows i dont like waiting.
After several minutes he instructed me to part my lips, while he placed his swollen member just inside my mouth, i was not allowed to move, or lick. To do so would have meant that his cock was removed.
I held his cock in my mouth for several minutes, and then with my tongue poked out and the tip of his cock resting on my tongue... it seemed like ages before i was allowed to move, but im sure it wasnt long at all.
Making me wait, excites Bear, and his excitement was evident and thrilled me to bits, there is little i find more pleasurable than feeling his excitement grow in my hand or my mouth.
As time passed, and his control in keeping me waiting became more and more intense, he suddenly and unexpectedly gave me permission to pleasure him.
I put considerable effort into the task, as i always do and fairly quickly achieved the required result. Bear was pleased, as he fell back onto his chair !!!
Problem was, i was still horny, pleasuring Bear turns me on, and i was desperate for his touch. He touched me, and kissed me, taking me very quickly to a heightened state of arousal, then rather to eagerly for my liking ...said it was bedtime.
This morning i was required to masturbate... it was torture, no problem getting excited today, i replayed last night in my mind and was on the edge in minutes. Not wanting it to end i rather foolishly allowed the feeling to pass then started again.
My poor button has been aching all day as a result ! the slightest thought of Bear and it throbs with need.
I have no idea when my ache will be releaved, but i hope its soon